A New Direction?

Well, I've been thinking all week how I was going to follow up the last blog. This whole blog situation has gone into territory I had no intentions in traversing. Its hard for me to let everything out so that anyone and everyone can see. I suppose it is hard for everyone. It easier to cover up and hide from the world then throw yourself head first into it. But, my previous blog stands by itself it needs no follow up. And so I just wanted to write this one as confirmation. This is me.

The Ruminations was supposed to me expounding on my critical views of the world around me. I.E. Politics, Money, Economy, Music, and the such. It has become overtly about me. It has become a battle ground. A place were my soul can bleed out on the page. It is probably better this way. It is a more ardous and difficult path. But, one I feel I have to take regardless of who else is up for the ride. My life can no longer be steeped in mediocrity. I despise luke warm. I want to burn as Kerouac so elegantly wrote it "like fabulous roman candles exploding across the sky." Anything else is failure. Simple as that.

So with the new direction set. I will continue my blog. It will become possibly increasingly personal and emotional. That is the way of life and that is were truth begins. (Something my life is suprisingly devoid of.) Follow along with me if you dare. It won't be easy. I know some of you are curious and maybe are secretly rooting for me. If you are. You can bet that I am probably rooting for you as well. And hopefully it won't be long till we can tip a cold down back and remeber all the shit we plowed through to get here. I also promise to try and lighten the mood from time to time. No one wants to hear nothing but sentimentality all the time. It is too brooding. And life is full of light, simple moments. So yeah I might pontificate on the virtues of Fergie again just to keep things honest.

Well thanks to all who have taken the time to read these blogs. It means a lot to me. Don't forget to leave comments when you are so stricken. (anyone can. no signing up involved.) Well, I need to get ready for the evening. Gotta get my drink on. ITS THE WEEKEND BABY!!!!